Me and My nature......
This is the first time in my life… I am revealing this... otherwise I always let others to have this effort..:-) I love ppl to dig in to my personality and discover newer shades... I think every personality has thousand shades and let that perfume oozes out with every breeze of time... and I love different shades...I like ppl having different opinion than me.... I do respect that fact and I do admire that fact... I like to have some rough edges and I do like to have some friction in any relationship....I like to mingle but by keeping my own granular form and taste...complete mixing is too bland for me... I do not think life is mere journey ,I think life is a school having some picnic..I love to grow and I will grow... so while seeing common things, I also appreciate differences....if everything is common that means either I m not growing or I stuck to very likeminded pals...that means I m depriving myself from god's variety... I like innovation and variety...look at my hobbies shopping different things, cooking different things and browsing newer things.... I love nature....so I like travelling...I love nature in every form.... I love to sleep..So I can treat every day as newer day... I believe in god...actually I love him...:-) omnipotent,omniscient,graceful,kind..............up to infinity... when I have to ask for anything..Or I m in a need...i directly ask him....I m a lil dare devil :-) human have their limitation or in a way quite feeble being occupied with “ n “number of things...god is always free and always ready to help...just u need to have faith in him.... there are two greedy worms inside me..One is intellectual and other is spiritual... I used to feed them through-out my life...they like to grow... I prefer to wait than compromise...I always want to give myself enough chance... In life ,adjustment and adaptation is unchangeable fact..u have to do adjustment in everything and in a every relationship and with a every person...then y not to go for best things....then y not to wait for best option... I do not have any regrets in my life.... Because I have always given myself best chance and worked hard in my life for even smallest thing...one has regrets when he hasn't worked to his/her potential I love Indian culture and I prefer it...I m a hardcore Indian...I m a proud Hindu...but I do respect other countries and their religion.. I am not a very past person...except really good memories,my hard disk is blank... I dun know ...my brain automatically extracts essence and throws rest of the thing in garbage collector...I use to split my action in good or bad..If it was bad...then I took my lesson and never growl over it... I like to cherish ppl who r really good...Good as a person...means better human beings... I do not like to change things like basic self respect and basic values...If I did bad...I accept it was bad..It gives chance to improve... My life is a open book...If I think I m right then I do not hide things... Bcoz I think right is crystal clear and wrong things need to hide... Means if I need to hide something means I m subconsciously knew it was wrong... I m not scared of ppl but I do scared of myself..I respect myself so I always want to retain my self -dignity…. But if I do think right..Then I just go for it... just khud ke nazaroo se niche girna nahi chahati hoo…I cannot live with guilt so I love to confess.....sometimes I confess even without my fault :-) what I like about marriage...that's it’s holiness...two souls blend in each other with holy mantras in a presence of gods...in front of parents and society... I like that feeling that bonds are made by god ...I like that bandan which created in presence of thy highness... I like its holiness,purity and respect of the relationship in itself and in the society.. I like that feeling that two different ppl will now become each other's better half and will start new life of their dreams...I like spirit of this relationship...I like the respect given to this relationship...I like that newer responsibility and added newer role...as a wife,bahu,bhabhi....
Last but not leastI love and respect my parents, my family and my husband.................................. that's it........................:-) time to go…